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I’m ready to chat about Genazo, I haven’t been normal since I watched this movie (though mostly about Sayo and Ryuugas in general, I would die for Gegeiwamizu but they don’t live in my head rent-free to that amount). Also I find it funny that your (I assume, it’s person with the same pfp on twitter) fan ideas are “Gegeiwamizu live happily and raise a child together with nothing bad happening”, meanwhile I’m going “ok how about we add even more pain here” lol.
hi yes it's me on twitter. although the pfp is jusssst a little off to the right hahaha. ngl the ryuugas are very interesting too tho in my head i parallel the blood family to the found family in the gegege family (tho i have not seen GGGNK yet. i think i will soon tho) also because what a fucked up family, huh? there's so much you can dig. from soft moments to even more fucked up moments. but as you're chill with gegeiwamizu, im also chill about them. fucked up, interesting to play with, tragic af. all the you need to have fun
also i like that despite all the horror elements of the yokais, the ryuuga family is somehow more horrifying (especially, that despite all the gore and shit, i was more horrified at what happened to Sayo and Tokiya. poor kids!!! i guess that's what makes it horror!)
i just have a thing where i make the sad stories comedy and the comedy angsty (i got into this because of kyuuketsuki sugu shinu while plenty of artists jumped to the next monster-human duo ha. anyway u can get how i was on the comedy. it needs to be angsty) so nothing bad happens. gegero has 2 hands
#chatter#genazo spoilers#thanks so much for reaching out#let's be pals#i love gegero so much i may be willing to watch GGGNK if only to get crumbs of him#where are you in twitter tho#im more unhinged in twitter these days#tumblr is more like a comfortable house
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"And with a flick of his wrist, he exposes his SOUL to you."
True Love // Happy 2nd anniversary, Dating Start!
The visual novel where you can fall in love with Sans the skeleton!
#Dating Start!#Sans#Undertale#undertale dating sim#sans x reader#undertale visual novel#visual novel#Papyrus#Toriel#Undyne#Alphys#i can't believe it's been two years since dating start!'s release#i feel like i've learned so much as a dev since then#and i still have so much to learn#but i'm still so proud of my little love letter#thank you to everyone that gave it a chance#and thank you to everyone that's reached out to me to tell me what you thought of it#your words mean more than you know
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Neil mentioned at the end of his stream today he'll be adding a new print to his Streamily soon, it is perhaps your liveaction Astarion drawing he was talking about? sorry if I'm mistaken
No, you're absolutely right! 😃 I was told to reach out to him about a week ago and was asked if he could have permission to use my "Neilstarion" drawing for his Streamily and for prints at cons for people who want to get something signed, but didn't bring anything themselves. To which I of course said yes!
Even though I had said it wasn't necessary to compensate me, Neil really insisted that he did, which is super sweet of him. But yes! You're right indeed 😊 I'm not sure if other prints will be added besides mine though, but I suppose we'll see. I'm very excited!
#I usually have his streams on in the background' but the one time where I should have been in chat I wasn't lmao#I was busy working#but so many of you guys ended up dm'ing me on different sites to tell me he was asking for me' WHICH WAS SO SWEET OF YOU' THANK YOU#and so of course I reached out as soon as I knew#but yes! you're very much not mistaken#thank you for wanting to reach to me to ask! ❤️
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something that rly grinds my gears in theatre is when choices are made solely based on time period. and not including themes, symbolism, yk the actual Meaning of the show alongside its true-to-context setting.
take gatsby for example. you can either go “okay it’s in the 1920s in these parts of new york so we’re gonna have super glitz and glam here here and here” or. or.
you can say “okay well we know that for jay and daisy, their wealth came from other people’s downfalls (daisy through turning down jay and jay through wolfshiem’s deeds) and their status and class privilege is represented through myrtle getting hit by the car right. so let’s make that the entire setting of the play, disguised by glitz and glam. let’s make the entire set shiny and pretty and have those shiny and pretty things actually be smashed-up car parts, meaning the car accident is ‘happening’ the whole play, while still upholding the illusion of new money glam”. do u get me.
#anyway uhhhhhh if anyone wants an audio of ART/issac cole powell gatsby just dm. ur english teacher will thank u#the great gatsby#art gatsby#gatsby musical#the great gatsby musical#gatsby an american myth#<3 augh i miss it so much#fizz freaks#musicals#AMERICAN MYTH. MYTH. do u GET IT NOW#mythology TEACHESYOUTHINGS iiii need to stop#mythology teaches you things a) and b) the american dream Is Also the myth. not just gatsby’s story like do youuuuuuu evennnnn fuck w it#liek me fr#like do u get that jay is getting hit by the car the whole fucking play. do u get that his reaching out n myrtle’s r the same. do u mt fans
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Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂
#rain world#comic#rw chasing wind#sunlit Trail#Hunter#Art#Chasing wind spoilers#I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks#ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made.#So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti.#For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut!#Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles#before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah#Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game.#Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files#Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want#As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff.#In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3#Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in#Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald.#Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy#But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill.#Still bad tho!#Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud''#And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt#I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me#to see how far I get before they catch on 😜#Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time#Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!
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HI *waves*
I was very shy to ask because idk im just not like used to asking people for things outside of my friend circle but i found your art and thought it looked cool!!
Id love to request some Bive doodles!!!!! Not forced of course!!! Take ur time ^^
i think bive could be a cat person. i don't think pet hair would be much of a problem to a person literally made of it. water, however... may be an issue...
#also HEEHEHEHHEE THANK YOU ;3c im glad u liked my stuff so much u reached out :D#labyanswering#labyart#regretevator#regretevator roblox#roblox regretevator#regretevator fanart#regretevator art#roblox#roblox art#roblox fanart#bive regretevator#regretevator bive#bive
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MINT HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ROPE MF WINNING THE SC!!! AND HOW TWO WADDLE DEES DOMINATE THE BRACKETS LMAO 🎤
Flabbergasted.
BY ONE POINT TOO?!?!
LIKE WHO’S THE LAST GUY WHO VOTED IM CURIOUS?
Like if I’m being honest here, I expected Rope MF to get absolutely eaten alive when I tossed him into the tournament
The goal was to get a few laughs with Rope MF through his existence and propaganda and then probably be forgotten in the third round or something
NOT GO AND WIN THE ENTIRE SECOND CHANCE BRACKET
Like I’m so proud of my rope-loving son, freak, and other terms of endearment I can put in here.
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THE WADDLE WIN IS KINDA CRAZY!
Congrats to Starstuck Dee btw!!!
I’m going to refer to this post
But the fact the that Starstruck and Rope MF were the ones to represent the waddle dees is really funny to me
One of them got lost on their way to the tournament
and the other one probably didn't process the fact that he was in the tournament
It’s also very sweet that these two waddle dees who are seen as outcast
Somehow manage to find love and support in this fun little tournament
I have no good way to transition to this
but here’s a mini doodle for the two winners
#& ask away#LIKE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING DUDE AND ALSO REACHING OUT#I’m not really the most sociable person on the internet so I did not expect to interact with people during this tournament#So thank you for that!#I’m gonna ramble a bit in the tags#I also find this really funny#Because I was telling a friend yesterday#“Oh I don’t think Rope MF would win but it would be really funny if he did especially by one point.”#AND IT DID HAPPEN EXACTLY LIKE THAT LMAO#Like lowkey I think I have a curse with predicting things#Poor Queen Elizabeth wasn’t safe from it#I also hope to draw some art of the two winners probably before the animatic#Rope MF
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BEX'S 500 FOLLOWER CELEBRATION
Hello friends 🥰 I recently hit 500 followers so I thought I would do a little event to celebrate!! I'm so sooooo grateful that you all 1) decided to follow me in the first place and 2) stuck with me through my many, often simultaneous, url & theme changes and occasional breakdowns over my faves doing pretty much anything. But more than that, I can't thank you all enough for continuing to follow me, reblogging my edits & saying nice things about them in the tags 🥺🫶🏻 that's what makes it all worth it 💖💗💕
Without further ado, onto the celebration event! I've decided I'm going to be opening edit requests. I'm not setting a time limit, partially because I don't know if I'll even get that many requests and partially because I don't know if this will feel fun or overwhelming. But I'll close requests whenever I feel like it's time.
REQUEST EVENT OPTIONS & RULES:
I've come up with 3 different options, detailed below. Requests will only be accepted through my inbox and feel free to send multiple. I'll take them on anon as long as it's turned on. It might take some time to get to your request so please be patient with me! This isn't limited only to groups/soloists I stan. Just keep in mind there are people I'm not comfortable editing and I won't do those requests.
requests received
Era Teaser Edits: send me a member + an era and I will edit some of their teasers from that era. You may request either just the era & get a mix of those teasers (ex: Jaehyun - Forever Only) or a specific set of teasers (ex: Ten's 1st Mini Album - Teaser #4). I'll also accept full group + era, but those will take longer & I'll only do 1 or 2 pics per member. The number of teasers included will depend how many are available, the quality of the images and my personal preference. The older the era, the fewer the pics. If there's a specific teaser you want to see, please let me know in your request!! Tagged under: #bex.req
Magazine Edits: send me a member (or members, depending on the shoot), the title of the magazine, and the month & year of the issue and I will edit some (or all) of the shots. The more details about the magazine issue the better. I'll also accept kdrama actor requests. Examples: Baekhyun - Madam Figaro China, Feb 2024 & Wonwoo, Mingyu, Dokyeom & Seungkwan - Cosmopolitan Korea, May 2020. Tagged under: #bex.req
Moodboards: send me a member + color and/or concept (ex: a season, activity, etc) and I'll make a little moodboard around what you request. Examples: kun + summer & kyungsoo + blue. Tagged under: #bex.mb
All posts from this event will be tagged under: #500.event
I also want to take a moment to shout out some of my beloved mutuals 💜 I hate that tumblr won't let me tag every single one of you. I thought about just listing everyone I couldn't tag, but I stopped myself from being that crazy. If you're a mutual not tagged, just know that I love you very dearly & I'm giving you a hug & a kiss on your forehead. You're all very important to me 🫶🏻
@28reas0ns ♡ @aermageddon ♡ @ashmp3 ♡ @atlantis-area ♡ @awek-s ♡ @baekslight ♡ @biwooyoung ♡ @boomboombass ♡ @byunbaekhyunie ♡ @choiyeonjuns ♡ @digitalgirls ♡ @dojaejung ♡ @donghyuckkies ♡ @duovxq ♡ @evnne ♡ @fleeceyang ♡ @haechannabelle ♡ @honeydewtual ♡ @hoshifromkpop ♡ @jeonwon-wonwoo ♡ @junhuiwenz ♡ @kimsmingyu ♡ @kimsuyeon ♡ @kunfetti ♡ @lee-minhoe ♡ @leetaehwan ♡ @minzbins ♡ @moonsua ♡ @muteddaydreams ♡ @neonsbian ♡ @okaysign ♡ @pinktaeyeon ♡ @possession1981 ♡ @revejoy ♡ @seokmins ♡ @sheawolfmp3 ♡ @seonghwacore ♡ @sungtaro ♡ @sunminshine ♡ @sunmisbf ♡ @taeraenomuyeppeo ♡ @talksaxy ♡ @tipannies ♡ @vcrnons ♡ @wantbytaemin ♡ @wayvmp3 ♡ @wookgerine ♡ @yoohyeon ♡ @yunogf ♡ @zyx
#when i first started my tumblr forever ago i really just stuck to my bubble of like 10 people & never spoke to anyone or made anything#but i'm so glad i decided to reach out to people and post things i create this time around#i love this little online community that i get to be a part of 💜#thank you all so much 🥺#500.event#bex.text
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Haaayy can you tell us more about your au where branch finds cooper's egg?
Hiiii!! Thanks for asking! And of course :)
lol turns out I had a lot more thought out. Fair warning, none of this is concrete, this was thought up a while ago and uhhhhh… writing is not my strong suit lol
In this au I had debated whether to make copper a little bit younger, I already hc him as the youngest of the snack pack so idk if its needed lol.
While in the beginning of making his bunker, branch (who’s maybe 7??) would travel farther out into the forest and gather supplies to build when he stumbles on what looks like an egg? Just in time too, ‘cause Coops pops out like in twt, does his little groove, & then proceeds to flop over to nap (being baby is tiring work).
Branch is just ??? cause like what?? Baby? Way out here in the woods?? Why does the baby have 4 legs??? Why is said baby all alone? And that last part makes b pause for a sec bc where’s his family? Did he lose them? Or is it even worse…was he left behind? (He might be projecting a lil).
Cooper and Branch proceed to live where other kids w/o families go. Caretakers try to care for cooper & he is not having it. After all, branch is the first person he’d ever seen, was the first person who’d carried him. He’s imprinted on branch and whole heartedly believes and he is his family. So if C needs to be taken care of B has to be there. It goes on long enough that the caretaker decides it'll just easier if branch helped take care of him; and who knows maybe he'll regain his color being around such a happy little goober.
At first, branch doesn’t realize how much he means to C and assumes his attachment will fade. After all why wouldn’t it when he’s being doted on by warm and cheerful trolls. But nope! Whenever the caretakers aren't taking cooper around the village, Cooper is always following Branch. Around the pod, and through the woods. Branch looks out for him, talks to him, teaches him what he can, and even plays games! I think the fact that branch has been a part of Coopers whole life gives him a sense of obligation perhaps like a big brother?. It's easy to be open to him.
All attempts to foster Cooper are unsuccessful. It's not that Cooper doesn't match the family, it's that he just doesn't want to live with them. Imagine a foster family having the time of their lives singing & playing around & when the time comes Cooper's like 'I had a lot of fun today! Time to go! what?? Stay here? be a part of your family? ...Nope :D
When the time comes that the bunker can feasibly house him, (preteen?) Branch packs up what little he owns, and prepares to leave that night. It's not like the anyone at the orphanage would chase after him. Well, except for one trolling.
It's been years, long enough that their bond is strong, they're brothers in all but name. At least unnamed on branch's side, he kind of refuses to acknowledge it.
Anyway- Branch waits until everyone falls asleep and sneaks out. He doesn't even make it out of the room lol. One foot out the door and a sleepy voice is asking him where he's going. Branch just says he's going to the bunker, that he'll see him soon, it won't be forever you see what im trying to parallel? and it's true. It's not like he's leaving to who knows where. Cooper just nods & yawns out a "bye, see you later". Love me a parallel
Branch lasts an hour or two in the bunker. He's on edge the whole time, racked w/ guilt. Has a little mental spiral until there is just one loud thought of 'what am i doing? there's someone waiting for me' and runs back.
In the joined room, Cooper fell asleep on branch's bed waiting for him. So making sure not to wake him, Branch rests coopers head on his lap. Leaning against the headboard Branch just stares at his vest left at the end of the bed & has a moment of clarity. Like oh, that's why i felt terrible, i left my little brother behind. (Keep in mind that no, he didn’t really do that, but he’s a kid and that whole ‘see you later’ really shook him so he’s making some jumps in logic)(there some projecting happening as well)
So yeah, gained a brother!! yay!!! Cooper beat you to that revelation yeeaarrrss ago lol.
One thing I like about branch being a big bro is this idea that the more he learns about what it means to be one, the less he can understand his brothers. And are they his brothers?? Over the years it’s not looking like it.
#asks#wow didn't think i had that much to say lol#i bet this premise had been thought about before#but it’s still nice to think about :)#make no mistake branch still pretty much lives in the bunker. He only stays in the pod when it’s relatively quiet enough.#there are a lot of bunker sleepovers whenever there’s an overnight party#he officially move out when he’s considered old enough to be coopers carer. Until then he studies up & prepares the bunker#branch has a blue hue to him. it happens gradually so no one really notices#imagine when branch carried bby coops back to the villlage C reaches up and puts his face in hair cause y’know he’s baby#and this baby has a long enough neck to reach#thinking Cooper is 17/18 during first trolls events??#branch is the tiniest bit more integrated into the village#he stays around the outskirts for cooper some days#coopers hangs out in the village if his friends are there. he also likes to join in on some singing and dancing as long it isn’t too loud#he's still part of the snack pack i think?#cooper would not like creek in this au.#lol cooper just straight up tells creek something like ‘wow you sure are full of yourself huh'#lol coopers blunt honesty would probs be more prevalent.#also important point that this all happens while B is a kid#he’s more receptive than if he was older; he hasn’t built thst high of walls around him#rn he’s more sad and scared rather than being at odds w/ the village#first time writing out a… plot summary?? au synopsis??#Thanks for asking!!! uh hopefully you guys liked the ramble :)#any of this can change tbh :) its all been brainstorms for now#idk what i would call this au if i did make it.#i am cringe but i am free#b&c au ??
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Logging out for a while, love you miss you <3
#idk when I'll be back on#I think maybe end of the month to test the waters but we'll see#someone was having a bad day and decided to take it out in my inbox last night#and then when I logged off they got mad I didn't answer and sent a few more 🤪#usually I'm pretty good at rationalizing these things. gen z feels like the only place they have power is on the internet so of course when#they're angry and scared they're going to come after the people that they can actually reach#(and that includes me; proud owner of an anime thirst blog with 6 followers <3)#what they need is a hug and a copy of the anarchist protest guide and maybe a community garden; not someone responding to them with more#anger#but as I stated. I'm exhausted.#anyway. this is all to say#if you're feeling so much kinetic energy from rage that you feel the best way to get rid of it is to yell at some rando on the internet#use that energy to do something productive#sign up for a protest; volunteer at your local soup kitchen; teach crafts at the library.#a lot of people need a lot of help right now; why waste time shouting into the void when you could be doing something with genuine impact#the world needs helpers more than ever#if you made it this far thank u I love you; and stay safe out there cowboys 💞
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-
(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)
(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)
(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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Midoriya Izuku. You will always be famous and beloved to me. Thank you for everything, Horikoshi-sensei.
#MIDORIYA IZUKU MY DARLING BRAVE AND INCREDIBLE YOUNG MAN I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!!!!!!#Thank you for all these years and seeing this to the Mr. Horikoshi and all everyone who worked on this manga.#Do I have opinions and will I form opinions on choices made once I do a proper reread & catch up?? Yeah probably#but that doesn’t matter to me rn!! RN I’M JUST HAPPY THAT WE REACHED THE END AND GOT TO SEE IZUKU’S STORY BE COMPLETE!!!#Especially after everything that’s happened y’all don’t know just how much it means to me that Izuku made it and gets to live#To be alive with his friends and family and live and be happy and inspire#Regardless of anything and everything thank you Horikoshi for creating and writing this world and its characters and introducing them to us#We get to play in this sandbox and so many incredible pieces of creativity have come out because of MHA/BNHA#I think that’s wonderful and I’ll always be happy and thankful for that#MHA 340#BNHA 340#Midoriya Izuku#Horikoshi Kohei#Boku No Hero Academia#My Hero Academia#BNHA#MHA#Not sure to tag this as spoilers buuut just in case!!#MHA Spoilers#BNHA Spoilers#Ani Rambles#Ani Rereads Hero
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Hi? Gosh how do I even start with this :'D
I know it's been ages since I've last popped up on here. I've been debating when to post this for a while, but I kept adding to my draft more and more and now it's the end of JULY omgg I felt so guilty disappearing with zero updates but then thought my birthday would be the best day to finally address this considering it'll feel less random? idk but Ive always celebrated my bday with you guys and I'd feel so bad answering your kind asks without me at least explaining why I was gone for months.
Truth be told, I was dealing with a lot of stuff irl. health issues and sudden declining grades that left me stumped and drained for months now- along with technical issues like having to replace some parts of my computer that took a while for me to find to even draw digitally, which I didn't have the time for anyway with how tired and weary I felt every day.
I'm frankly shaken up by a lot of shit rn and I don't know how to be active online with this burden on my chest- Especially as it's been a while since I've even looked at utmv related content and my motivation dwindled. I swear I'd hype myself up to post or reblog something- but I'd see just how much I've missed or the overwhelming amount of posts I'd need to go through and I'd feel so swamped with exhaustion and most importantly guilt, for not clearing the air up sooner to reassure you guys that I'm, y'know, alive, and not dead in a ditch somewhere. And I'd procrastinate cause typing it all out is hard and I'd give up halfway every time and it's just not fair to you all!
I thought I was handling it well when I started going out and socializing more, instead of staying cooped up at home on my computer all day. and in the first draft of this post I made months ago I was gonna detail some of the fun plans I had, for my life and for this blog :D but relaxing my strict study schedule and letting go a bit of my tight routine, thinking it was better than wringing myself dry to keep it up, backfired horribly, to say the least.
I know right?? so silly to be hung up on stupid shit like studies of all things! but this is a very important thing for me considering my career plans and the competitivity encouraged by everyone I'm surrounded by, the pressure of keeping up adding to my already stressful days. I had to fix myself up first and I couldn't handle the strain nor interact with people and thinking of jobs and exams sapped my energy so much it's frankly embarrassing. writing this feels so cheesy too and it frustrates me to know I could've come back a month earlier if it weren't for that, but I also know putting all of this into words then would just sound like incoherent venting (not that this is very different tbf) and I wasn't in the right headspace to address my absence, or anything really- I didn't want everyone to see me return when I couldn't muster up a genuinely positive message, let alone talk to anyone with a shadow of my usual cheer
I feel like a complete mess and It drives me up the wall how depressed I've gotten. I debated deleting this blog so many times 'cause the fear of disappointing my audience and my friends, for lack of a more fitting sentiment, made me feel even shittier. I'm constantly thinking if this wall of text is worth posting, or if it's better not to burden you all with all my sappy troubles as if it's the end of the world. Trust me, I'll be fine. I'm not trying to dramatize this situation, but I don't think I'm up to pretending I'm all sunshine and enthusiasm you're all accustomed to.
So sorry for worrying you all! I'll try to catch up, deliver some missed birthday gifts, and answer some asks while I'm at it! Again, I can't state how much I appreciate your support throughout the years. It's frankly a miracle I kept any of you around with how much I keep popping and leaving at random with no warning. I definitely can't promise for my stay to be without a hitch, and if you don't mind an inconsistent schedule you're free to stay of course, but I'm afraid I can't sustain the pace I had when I first started this blog. I'll keep posting art, but lower my activity in the fandom sphere to reduce the strain on my mental health. so fewer rants and walls of text, more art, and less stress overall. Love you all and thanks for waiting for this long <3
#I'm not leaving the fandom btw! Just realized it kinda sounds like I will but I won't!#Still got my fem versions and some animations to spice things up in case I feel less inclined to draw my resident skeles lol#To the people that reached out before this thank you SO much!!!#I know this is not gonna reach many people considering my leave but i deeply appreciate it<3#I wouldn't be surprised if people forgot why they even followed me in the first place with how long I've left this time Hhhh#There's some plans about commissions as well cause no matter how many times I fix this poor pc it keeps failing me lmao#And I wanna try my hand at it to feel less pressured and dependent on my academics :')#It's a scary thought and an even scarier process and idk if you guys will be interested? but that's for another post ig >:)c#muah muah ily all thanks for EVERYTHING cause I'd restart this blog all anew if I didn't have so many people that I'd miss around here >:'D#blah blah Yuri is back on her bs so get ready for some banger art!!#To any mutual reading this pleaaaase bear with me if I don't reblog your art immediately#cause I've been tagged on a few and I wanna give them five tags each at minimum and I don't know where to start HHH#If there's something specific you want me to see you're welcome to tag me In it but don't be discouraged I haven't gotten to it yet!#This is So long I'm genuinely sorry aughghg 😭
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my mom told me I needed to just rest in the fact that I am a good teacher and I don’t need to be constantly on the lookout for improvement at every single second. it really helped tbh.
#I am very driven to get better and fill in all the gaps in my teaching#but also she’s so right. and also I am so often driven by anxiety#and really trying to cover every base so nothing ever goes wrong/I never get attacked#because the job is scary! and vulnerable.#but actually anxiety is not the answer here I do need to kind of just … rest in it and keep doing what I’m doing#I am reaching the kids and they are learning. I don’t need extra force and pressure on top of that.#I think it only hurts! me the kids my teaching#all of it.#have to learn how to let go and trust more#anyway just reflecting#we’re at about 6 weeks in and it takes soooo much energy to get going?#and also my awareness of things and of all the work I have to do has deepened#and that’s a good thing! but it can and has made me frantic sometimes#and it’s just. time to breathe a bit#I teach with the foot on the GAS so much of the time lol#and it’s good! but it also can burn me out fast#anyway just reflecting and repeating myself#so thanks for listening
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Please tell me u know that ur kinda famous on miguel o'hara tiktok I keep seeing videos with your artwork and people are THIRSTING over them (thankful that everyone ive seen credits you because everyone deserves to see your art)
Like your art is so stunning I love your style so much
I literally only found out a couple of days ago 😭 I kept getting messages from people saying they saw my art on tiktok/pinterest/somewhere and have been trying to find me for ages, and it was so incredibly disheartening. Now on the other hand, seemingly all of O'Hara Nation knows me by my full legal name and says "live laugh love Shuploc" in the comments anywhere I post, which is just so insane 🥹
I'm so so grateful that so many people like my stuff and are also crediting me if they post about it, I honestly don't even know what to say! Thank you so much to everyone who sees this, and thank you for the wonderful ask!
#thank you for wanting to reach out and let me know too' I really appreciate it! ❤️#it truly is wild though! but it's very fun at the same time#it does add a lot more pressure for me to do good work since there are so many eyes on it now#I guess I'll try my best not to let that get to me though...#thank you so much once again!
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There's no need to reply to this unless you want to.
Just know that as a fellow invisible chronic illness haver I see you and I feel you.
My machinery, as I like to put it, is rusty and old in the gears, but it sure as hell looks prestine on the outside. Shiny and chrome.
No matter that the joints are useless and lock all the time and that the nerve damage is severe.
You're not the only one.
And I suggest telling people that call you dramatic to go fuck themselves. It comes highly recommended from yours truly.
Stay safe. Stay sane.
I have faith in you, keep going at it in your own speed.
I'll be doing the same. :)
We are part of the same malfunctioning factory that looks brand new. Sleeping systems that never close their eyes. Eyes that cry without shedding tears.
Being seen and validated is more than enough. Keep fighting. Keep moving. It doesn't matter the rhythm or the speed: in the end we all cover the same distance.
Thank you so much for reaching out. I see you too ❤️
#dema answers#This hit the Feels#Thank you so much for reaching out anon#You are strong and beautiful and resilient ❤️
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